The Other Man (The Other Man Series Book 1) by Breeze D

Author:Breeze, D [Breeze, D]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2016-02-16T06:00:00+00:00

I. Was. Lost.

Reckless decisions. Wayward thoughts. Uncontrollable lust. There were any number of reasons that my mind had taken me to a place that I couldn’t come back from but none of them seemed to be enough.

I pushed up from the floor, looked around in desperation and headed towards the stairs in search of bathroom. It was becoming a nasty habit of mine, but the need to escape was too powerful. I turned the lock behind me and rested my hands on either side of the bathroom sink. Staring at myself in the mirror, I didn’t recognise the man staring back at me. Since when was a blow-job, a punishment?

My face looked the same, but at the same time, couldn’t have been more different. My jaw still prominent, my nose still slightly curved and my hair still longer on the top than the sides. But the change was in my eyes. The green of my irises looked deeper, like you could fall in and be trapped there forever.

The answers to all the questions swirling in my brain was hidden in those eyes. They were my own, but even I couldn’t get inside.

I smacked the sides of my head with the heels of my palms.

I felt like I’d fucked up a lot in my life, but nothing as monumental as this. Somehow, I’d figured it wasn’t quite as bad if Zach was the one making the first move, but the second, the third? That was all me. At any time I could have, and should have, told him to back off. Told him he was wasting his time because I was a happily married man.

And therein lay the issue.

Because I wasn’t a happily married man.

I was fucking miserable.

My wife didn’t really like me, no matter what she claimed. I spent more time at work than at home. I was learning new things about myself that I wasn’t sure I liked, and more than anything, I was falling in love with a man faster than I could think to stop it.

I swung the bathroom door open, bound and determined to storm out of Zach’s front door and never look back but when I stepped forward and straight into the man himself, all my good intentions fled.

“Are you going to leave?” He asked nervously.

I hated the timid way he spoke. Despised it. He wasn’t fucking timid or nervous. He was supposed to the one who had his head together, the one who could tell me exactly what I was doing.

I shook my head, not meeting his eyes, “I don’t know, Zach. I should leave...” I trailed off, not entirely sure what I wanted to say.

“I know,” he whispered. “This is a whole new level of fucked up, Blake. You know that right?”

“Of course I fucking know that,” I spat.

“Look,” he sighed. “I refuse to do this. Look at the state of you, you’re a mess and I’m half the problem. You’re not happy. Just...just go home and talk to Carlie. I know what I think you should do but…”

“It’s so easy for you isn’t it? So simple.

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